lenten journal: thank you, john prine

I had some things in mind when I sat down to write, but then I saw the news that John Prine is in critical condition and on a ventilator with Covid-19. Though I do not know him personally, he feels like a friend because of the impact his words and music have had on my life. So tonight I want to offer a small collection of his songs. I have spent the last couple of hours listening to songs and looking for videos to share. I could go on all night, but I am going to stop and share some of what I have found.

I am going to start with my favorite song. Period. “Angel from Montgomery.” One of my favorite memories of singing this song was that I introduced it by saying, “I think I relate to this song more than any song I know.” Then I sang the first line: “I am an old woman named after my mother.” Even though I had a good laugh at myself I stand by my statement.

there’s flies in the kitchen I can hear ‘em a buzzin’ and I ain’t done nothin’ since I woke up today how the hell can a person go to work every morning and come home every evening and have nothing to say

make me an angel that flies from montgomery make me a poster of an old rodeo just give me something I can hold on to to believe in this living is just a hard way to go

Here are Bonnie Raitt and John singing it together.

One of the strengths of his songs is his ability to paint pictures of people. He can make you feel something without telling you to feel it. “Hello in There” is a great example.

we had an apartment in the city me and Loretta liked living there well, it'd been years since the kids had grown a life of their own left us alone John and Linda live in Omaha and Joe is somewhere on the road we lost Davy in the Korean war and I still don't know what for, don't matter anymore

you know that old trees just grow stronger and old rivers grow wilder every day old people just grow lonesome waiting for someone to say, "hello in there, hello"

He can write a pretty good love song, too. Though he seems pretty tough, there is a tenderness to his words that ring true. This is “Long Monday.”

soul to soul heart to heart and cheek to cheek come on baby give me a kiss that'll last all week the thought of you leavin' again brings me down the promise of your sweet love brings me around

it's gonna be a long Monday sittin' all alone on a mountain by a river that has no end it's gonna be a long Monday stuck like the tick of a clock that's come unwound again

He also has a good sense of humor that shows up in all sorts of ways, at times more subtle than others. “Fish and Whistle” is one of the softer ones.

I been thinking lately about the people I meet the carwash on the corner and the hole in the street the way my ankles hurt with shoes on my feet I'm wondering if I'm gonna see tomorrow

father forgive us for what we must do you forgive us and we'll forgive you we'll forgive each other 'til we both turn blue and we'll whistle and go fishing in heaven

John released an album of new songs in 2018 called The Tree of Forgiveness. One of the most powerful songs is “Summer’s End,” which is a song of grief. The video speaks to the pain of the opioid crisis on so many families.

the moon and stars hang out in bars just talkin' I still love that picture of us walkin' just like that ol' house we thought was haunted summer's end came faster than we wanted

come on home come on home
no you don't have to be alone
just come on home

Prine was working as a mailman when he first started singing, as me mentions in this clip. He wrote the song “Souvenirs” as a young man, but the older I get the more the words mean to me.

all the snow has turned to water christmas days have come and gone broken toys and faded colors are all that's left to linger on

I hate graveyards and old pawn shops for they always bring me tears I can't forgive the way they rob me of my childhood souvenirs

memories they can't be boughten they can't be won at carnivals for free well it took me years to get those souvenirs and I don't know how they slipped away from me

Let last two songs are hymns to me. The first, “Boundless Love,” also from his last album is about as gospel as it gets.

sometimes my old heart is like a washing machine it bounces around 'til my soul comes clean and when I'm clean and hung out to dry I'm gonna make you laugh until you cry

surround me with your boundless love confound me with your boundless love I was drowning in the sea, lost as I could be when you found me with your boundless love

I first heard “The Speed of the Sound of Loneliness” on Nanci Griffith’s record Other Voices, Other Rooms, which was a recording of some of her favorite songs. The metaphor in the title describes how hard we work sometimes to keep others from reaching us.

you come home late and you come home early you come on big when you're feeling small you come home straight and you come home curly sometimes you don't come home at all

so what in the world's come over you and what in heaven's name have you done you've broken the speed of the sound of loneliness you're out there running just to be on the run

The song became a hymn for me on a road trip when I realized I could sing the words to one of my favorite hymns to the melody of this song and then go into the chorus in a way that expanded both songs.

prone to wonder Lord I feel it
prone to leave the God I love
here’s my heart o take and seal it
seal it for thy courts above

so what in the world's come over you
and what in heaven's name have you done
you've broken the speed of the sound of loneliness
you're out there running just to be on the run

I post these songs tonight in hopes we can celebrate his recovery and in gratitude for his words and music. They have been one of the things I have held on to.

Peace,
Milton